skrg dlm proses nak cari keje lain...
kalu blh nak cari keje yang betul2 dkt dgn hati...
huhuhu
leh...
bkn keje skrg x ok...
ok je...
masalah dia duble standard sgt...
mmg terserlahlah double standardnyer
aku n kawan2 aku bawah agensi ni dilayan cam anak tiri je rasa...
walaupun gajinyer ok...
tp rasanya peduli apa ngan duit kalu hati x puas kan...
tp dalam cari2 xde pun yang memanggil...
aduhai...
nak cari keje lain la...
Monday, December 22, 2008
Ntah lah
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Mulai sekarang kehidupan aku hanyalah untuk kareer aku.
Aku tak nak lagi ambil tahu mengenai cinta ini (rasanya tak lama)bila-bila masa aku akan memikirkannya kembali. Fitrah manusia)
Bukannya aku tak mahu bercinta apa.
namum pengalaman lalu terlalu perit untuk aku.
Namun sekali sekala aku merasakan betapa sunyinye perasaan ini.
betapa aku ingin berkasih sayang,
betapa aku mahu dikasihi,
betapa aku mahu dirindui...
hmm... ntah lah.
Hospital Window
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.
One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it. In his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.
Days and weeks passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.
As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.
It faced a blank wall.
The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."
Epilogue:
There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it. In his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.
Days and weeks passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.
As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.
It faced a blank wall.
The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."
Epilogue:
There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
@ work
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Hi...Jumpa lagi...hehehe.. ape ke demam aku nie tiba2 nak update..sebenornye aku kat office lagi nie which is 3.26 pm (new York) now or 4.26am in Malaysia.Bukannye ape...tengah kebosanan gile nie....sume kerje dh setel sejam lepas aku masuk keje.nak surf internet pun suma dah surf...
Ni la masalah kalu keje ngan company USA.Diaorg nie bila time2 jumaat or nak dkt2 public holiday mesti cam malas je wat keje.kesannya aku pun xde keje skali la...
untungnye makan gaji buta.yang x bestnye... bosan tahap gaban...kawan gosip aku si ayu lak cuti adik dia nak tunang lak...dia ntah la... bila la mamat jordan/arab/mana ntah... nak pinang dia.kalu dia buat kat jordan nue... aku mintak2 la dia tanggung aku utk g kenduri kat sana... hehehe
sebenornye update blog nie sambil2 tgk keliling.. takut2 terjantoi ngan bos2 besar aku...kalu kantoi hbs la aku...tp rasanye banyak kali dh kantoi...kalu masa mula2 masuk dulu kena marah la jugak.skrg nie diaorg macam dh ok dh...the way they treat me pun dh beza gila..skrg mesra hbs... naik segan lak aku.ye la.. the most handsome ang youngest bachelor in here... hehehe.. angkut bakul sendiri nampak...
hmm... x sabar rasa nak balik kg...ptg jap lg sampai la.kejap je KL-Alor Star...45-60 minit je...hehehe..naik flight ar...malas aku nak drive..letih beb...beside my mum sponsor the ticket so it not a problem la...hehehehai gaji dh banyak pun.. tiket kena sponsor lg ke...huhuhu...nak wat camna kan...my mum golden boy (hehehe.. anak emas la)apa lagi ye aku nak melalut...
hmm... kontrak aku hbs bulan dpn...tapi rasanya bersambung kot...mana lagi diaorg nak cari org yang blh buat dua keje dgn hanya bayaran utk sorg...
aku bkn ape... dlm ekonomi skrg nie kena la tmbh security skit ngan job nie...cuma aku heran dgn beberapa org dlm company nie... buat keje mcm bapak diaorg punya company... padahal... satusen pun xde saham bapak diaorg..tapi buat keje.. ya allah... ikut suka hati je... salah dh la berlungguk...tipu report la... tinggal je keje ikut suka la...hai.. tau la bos korang tu same kaler ngan korang tapi takkan la melampau sampai tahap mcm tu...
hmmm... k lah... chow dulu...dah x tau nak tulis apa...any way... selamat hari raya aidil adha...
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